Well,

Sue picked up the rest of the pups yesterday. After they left I sat on the floor where 15 minutes earlier, they were running wild as a group for the last time. I was surrounded by newspaper, toys, gates; all the things that a bunch of pups need to enjoy themselves. Dawn had left. It was just too much. All I felt was empty. “I am not good at this part. How am I going to ever do this again if I fall apart every time a puppy goes to its new home?” I thought to myself. Then oddly enough, I thought, “I hope I never get good at this part” The same thing that makes you sleep on an air mattress for three weeks, makes you put everything else you have going in your life on hold for the welfare of these pups, also makes you fall apart when they leave.

I am wrestling about what to do with this blog. At some point, I will compile all of it from day one in some from or another. Hey Becky. Can you get me published so I can be a famous writer and go live in Paris?

As for now, if Sue leaves the link up, maybe a few posts a week, with pictures naturally,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Thanks everyone for your kind words, and support. And to all the new owners of my first litter: tommyjd@comcast.net

Updates and photos will be accepted!!

ps: grace, calm down!!!